Lele pons battle with OCD you can the 23 year old youtuber opens up like never before in her new digital docu-series The Secret Life of Lele pons medley goes deep and details her deepest darkest secret of struggling with obsessive compulsive disorder Tourette’s syndrome ADHD and depression am I scared to tell people.
Yes am I scared of what they might say yes but am i embarrassed no the first episode of the five-part series focuses on Laelius lifelong battle with OCD and how it has impacted her career as an influencer and musician she reveals how the debilitating disorder causes her to have paranoid thoughts with compulsions to check and touch everything when I was little there there got it got to a point that I could not move from my car in a state an hour there doing some rituals and touching things and my dad had to carry me out of the car additionally Lele feels she must do everything in threes from turning off a faucet to getting up from a chair.

While battling mental health issues have been a struggle throughout Leila’s life it hasn’t stopped her from excelling in art singing dancing and making viral videos while in high school they influenced her first found internet stardom on vine where her unfiltered comedy sketches helped her become the first user to reach 1 billion views and little did her followers know it was therapeutic to make others laugh I never wanted to do funny videos doing funny videos was a distraction to OCD to what was going on while Lily says that she’s scared to tell the world about her OCD she feels it’s her time to share her story and she’s certainly not alone.